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It is good to be back.

 

The absense of blogs would never prevent people from being attracted. The space lasts forever, as it ought to be. Vibrant images of life, for once they were exposed so sudden that the time itself is no longer related. We have a few decades to live, if we are lucky. After all, what is the internal fear to stop so many modest human beings stepping forward, while the truth is every single living on earth never escaped from having a start and an end?

 

 The 21 years of being present on earth have helped me flicked the joy of the childhood away, It was really up until my 21st birthday had I realized the burden of being independent.

 

It is a circle of chain, it keeps coming back, such as the recession.

 

Self-conscious is not always a bad thing. I am longing for the balance of life, which is always out of my control in extreme circumstances. I had my say. You have yours.

 

Life is never about joy or grief. It is about alive and dead. 

Is it better to stay with poverty but living happily at the same time with heart and soul, or be more realistic to get a better job or start a profitable business to earn lots money but spend a meaninless time in your life? To what extent will you expose yourself to the to this controversial public for whatever idea you have come up with? How can 'plan' be proceeded while changes may happen at any time?

 

Wobbly woefully crying, quitely, on a lonely little planet.

Sincere apology from me for those who constantly came to visit my space~it is kind of in the middle of a mist at the moment for me, for most of 'us', and for the people living in this century. Sorry for being unconscious, or rather, unaware of my ambiguous utterance. I am surprised by myself of being present in April, surprised by how time fled in this vast sphere, while everyone is still here, at this very moment of our life. Enough off-topic talk I believe, though you may never twig. It is not yet the term break for me, it is coming. The national music camp has run away from me for months, or it is awaiting for me, for whatever reason, again in this century. It needs not to go that far, no one in my generation lives till the end of this century. I will need to put up the photos I took during the music camp 2008, I am yet to frame the large print I purchased during the time I was in the camp which contained everyone of us who was involved in that event. It has been placed in one of my piano music books.

 

The bright red leaves caught my eyes when I saw them outside the school of music, restling and said, 'Here comes your favourite season.' My restless heart is longing for a sudden change, not for the seasons of course, as it is what it is. I am hoping, and aiming, by putting in the best effort I can ever induce, to get to the destination.

 

That will be it for today. Bye for now.

 

Hi all, probably I should say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all of you who do celebrate this phenomenal Chinese's ancient festival. I am however sadly announce the news to those may be interested or haven't known about the hard time that the Canberra School of Music is experiencing at the moment. Detais can be found on the Canberra Times yesterday.

 

Music, as an 'everyone-loves-figure' existing in the world, has been loved by the Canberrian since the city was established. It is no doubt one of the smallest cities in this country according to the population we have nowadays, but the Canberra School of Music has always been one of the best places for studying music and produced excellent musicians over the years of the establishment of the school. Any school will possibly experience a hard time when the time comes, but we need fair judgement and bright solution and most importantly, the support from everyone.

 

I have great fear now whether the possiblity of my graduation from the School is possitive or not. The facts were bitterly presented and we are not having an easy time. I really hope anyone around Australia be supported when you see this blog, and we welcome you to come to audition and study music in this fantastic institute. We have excellent staff and friendly fellows (like me) to hang around with. For the love of the music, for the love we have for the school, school of music has to be remained as what it started, for the excellence of training for every major instrument.

It's been a long long time since I updated last time. Sorry guys but I've been really busy. You have no idea how I have been this semester, it is nearly a miracle that I'm still alive. Never mind, it's gone. The results came out alright, I know I could've done better. Now as my friends were or were not aware that I've teaching since May, I am now a very busy music teacher indeed. The end of the university exam period didn't have the same response in the ACT Schools holiday schedule. They won't have holidays until chritmas. Poor kids~the teaching experience so far has been~~quite satisfactory actually~~~It is fun to deal with students whose ages range from 5 to mature students( non disclosure of age for this group of ppl ^_^'''). Something that I need to take care in for next year is probably still the preparation of my students who are going to do grade exams. The overall outcome was good. I particularly regreted for one of my students who didn't pass the exam, hopefully she can pass next year!

 

Again I don't really have time these days...sorry guys. Promise to wirte more when I've got time. Take care.

 

 

Hey guys how are you doing!!! Look I only had like 8 hours in last 48 hours (yeah think about it...)so if I sort to talking random stuff here just ignore it (not that I've been constantly talking about serious stuff though -_-''') ~  anyway yes I do miss you guys and I've been dragged into this 'business' from whenever it started... oooooh it's not finished yet, however my heart feels lighter to talk to your guys at the moment, after I did my concert prac this afternnon.

 

Sorry I'm keep using the term 'concert prac', it's not even a term... it is actually 'concert practice' in full (see, start to talk randomly again. I know you like my style ). The performance was ok... I know I could've done better... and my friends, my mum and my fellows all came to see me play today. Well I've got play with my friend for the accompaniment competition tomorrow, wish I can help him thourhg~I do like the Brahms piece, which I think my friend does too. Mind you he's really good. Well, I did some practice too tonight. Oh, I think I haven't recovered from my tireless 'business' over the last few weeks. Don't even understand myself since when I became so busy. I can still recall the very same period of the year when I was watching the Australian Idol, and I didn't watch it at all this year, don't even if it's finished, if not then it's close.

 

Now it's exam time~~I mean, time for exams~~~or more accurately, time to prepare for exams. Wish you guys all good luck and I shall see you again soon.

Look, September has come~which means, it is spring now. Ppl have absolutely no idea of what I'm talking about would probably from another country on the other half of the earth ^_^'''' The whole semester so far for me, a total mess really. It is still a mess to me, though seemed slowly back on track recently. I'm really tired. Good to have new photos though, seem to change the theme whenever the season shifted. Talk to you later guys. See, I'm tired...

 Yestoday was a disaster~~~oh what I should recall myself of what I had been doing the night before...or the day before...that was Friday wasn't it? Yeah from the time I opened my eyes that morning I was doing things non-stop...well, it was till 2am that when I finally lying on my bed in the bedroom...I have no idea what happened the next morning, the alarm clock simply didn't seem to work for me. I had two alarm clocks sitting right next to my bed on the bedside cabinet!(one of them is on my mobile phone)Even if I was waken I think I will never remember, I was so tired...anyway. In the evening I had dinner with mum, grandma and uncle. Well, didn't get home until midnight, again!

 

Well the break is coming..and, the work is coming too.... many thanks to all of you who were with me all the time though. It doesn't matter where you are, it's the relationship which ties us together.

 

Take care guys~

 

Got to say sth before the end of August. Coz when August ends, the winter ends as well (I'm in Australia guys~). Last night I went to my friend's birthday party. So good to see so many familiar faces there. He already had his birthday on Wednesday, it's just the party was held on Saturday. Hey he's got two brother who look alike too.  People ask how I have been lately, well, don't even wanna mention it. I've been stressed. Even though I did go to friend's birthday party last night, I still feel stressed.

 

Life is hard. For weeks I've been struggling with life, studies and practices. Knowing that I'm already living a better than so many other ppl, stress inevitably came in as the evil horror and became the pain in the neck, or more precisely, a lifelong issue. People have various degrees of stress at different time from birth to death. Mostly start from teenage, with bad luck you started as a kid. The thing is how would we deal with stress when problems arise. I guess the wise thing is to talk to the right ppl. Friends for sure, then your associates. I've been talking to enough people I presume. Eventually you still need to solve out the problem yourself. It is YOU who decide what to do. Special thanks to Tinman, 25180cool & JY. I shall work out the rest of the process.

 

Anyway, see what I can do for the rest of this semester.